Monday, December 28, 2020

Sunday, December 13, 2020

Haibun


 There Once Was a Time 


 

This is a time of joy, of pleasure in anticipation. The lights and sparkle, the fragrances and food. The snow and presents. This is a childhood Christmas.

 

December is the longest month in my impatient child mind. The days of Advent. Count them off–one, two, three…days of diligently working on the embroidered pillow cases for Aunt Jo, the making of paper chains and snowflakes, of sponge painting plain tissue to use as gift wrap, of helping Mom bake cookies and fruitcake.

 

There are trips into town to view the decorated windows, visits to toy land and Santa. It doesn't matter that department store Santas are seldom plump and rolly-polly, but often thin and angular. We know they are stand-ins for the real Santa who is busy working in the North Pole. This is a time to accept, to believe and hope, a time to wish, to ignore the news of the dead and dying, of battles won and lost in Europe and in the Pacific, a time to not speak of Uncle Jim fighting somewhere in Italy, a time not to complain about shortages, about Dad working late, about Mom working the swing shift from four to eleven p.m.

 

evening prayers

I forget and put myself

at the beginning

 Shamrock

Wednesday, December 2, 2020

Haibun





THANKSGIVING 


Home from Sunday Mass where I received communion. Climbing the back stairs to our flat, the fragrance hits me. Fried onions. Dad is at the stove making the pasta sauce for dinner. He takes a meatball, flattens it and cooks it along with the onions. I slice open one of the warm rolls I bought at the bakery near church and spread on some butter. It melts into a glistening pool. Dad tops this with onions and a smashed meatball. A little salt, lots of pepper and the top half of the roll.

full of Grace–
thanksgiving
in each bite
Contemporary Haibun Online

Tuesday, November 10, 2020

Haibun




SUMMER CAMP 

an ekphrastic haibun inspired by

Bathers in The Forest, by August Renoir

 

 

At last! Back again at Totally Nude and Not Afraid Nudist Camp. Two weeks of freedom from the toil of work, the stench of the city, the constraint of clothes. Here in this secluded wooded glen, this tranquil pool, here where birds sing is perfect paradise. Here is where I can breathe.

 

"Henry! Stop that! You know the rules."

 

Look at Louise. She's put on some weight since last summer. Well, she's tall enough to carry a few more pounds. Janine and Marta are very close. Hmmmmm…I wonder. That's fine. If they're happy, that's what matters. Live and let live. 

 

"Henry! I mean it. Quit that."

 

Wonder what young Paul is dreaming about so quiet over there. Girls? Getting rich? Wonder what the school board would think if they knew I was here. 

 

"Miss Richmond, what did you do on your summer vacation?"

 

 I could give them an earful. Those fudd-dudds would have a stroke. 

 

"Henry! Enough! What's that? You say this is a nature camp and we should follow our nature? You should set a good example for the others, for young Paul. Observe the nature around you, think lofty thoughts and write a haiku. You'll feel better in the morning."

 

cool waters

splashing away

the heat of desire


Failed Haiku

Tuesday, November 3, 2020

Haku

        
                                 meadow grasses bent by the wind the purple plumes

                                                        
                                                              breathing in
                                                              the sharpness of autumn
                                                              no words spoken

Presence
The Country and Abroad
       


Friday, October 23, 2020

Haibun


Roots

 

                                                                                   two roads

                                                                                   reaching the same place

                                                                                   the choice is made

 

The local historical society hosts a tea in the patio of a grand estate. Seven hundred and twenty acres of land with a main house, three or four smaller houses for family members, various out-buildings, two ponds, gazebo, rose garden, hills, woods, fields stretching as far as the horizon. One family since 1700. Father to son, generation after generation of stability and commitment to a place.  I think of the homes I've had. East coast, West coast, Europe. Ten homes, averaging a move every seven or eight years.

 

                                                                                    trellised roses

                                                                                    an old thorn still lodged

                                                                                    in my thumb


Haibun Today

Wednesday, October 14, 2020

Haiku


 grapes ready to pick
cobwebs connecting bottles
in Gramps wine cellar

Under the Basho

Saturday, October 3, 2020


 

The day is overcast and cool, a welcome change after four days of sun, sun, sun and high heat. I am back in Los Angeles after twenty years. The plan is to drive west to the Pacific Ocean. We start out at 10:00 a.m. Our route takes us to Hollywood and Highland, the entertainment center for Los Angeles, replacing Hollywood and Vine as the mecca for tourists.

 

Lines for movies, lines for coffee, lines for trendy shops, lines to cross the street, lines with no beginning or end. Weaving between the lines — people sauntering, hurrying, standing still to pose and gawk. A conglomeration of people. A Bruegel painting waiting to be put on canvas. Glamour and glitz.


Hollywood Boulevard

forward "into the breach"

to shoot a selfie

 

At La Brea we turn left, down one block, turn right. The Sunset Strip. The place to be at night. Comedy clubs, live music, restaurants, cafes, shops, hotels, apartment buildings, people. Always people, day and night.

 

We pass Whisky-A-Go-Go. A ghost memory from younger days, dark and sleeping on a Saturday morning.

 

come do the twist

cringing

at the thought

 

My eyes keep looking up, above the buildings. 

 

oversized billboards

tinsel town

in your face

 

What to see, where to go, what to buy. Signs that need no glasses to read. We reach Sierra Drive, leaving Los Angeles and enter Beverly Hills. Manicured and quiet. Mansions behind walls and high shrubbery, with the occasional glimpse of a house or garden. One hundred year old palm trees along the streets. No walkers. No parked cars, except for one. A garishly painted vehicle with a young man standing near it, waving and calling.

 

movie stars’ homes

get close and personal

with dots on a map

 

We continue along Sunset through Westwood, Brentwood, Pacific Palisades and reach Highway 1 and what I came to see . . . the Pacific Ocean.

 

low clouds

slate gray waves

shatter on the beach

 

surfs up!

Newton’s law proven

with a splash


World Haiku Review

  Autumn 2020 

 

 

Wednesday, September 23, 2020

Tanka Sequence


Holding On

warm Spanish nights

melodious and throbbing

with longing

for times calm and serene

when you and I loved


bustling paseos

filled with laughter and fragrance

hand in hand we strolled

free from worries and fear

and future disasters


memories flow

sustaining this aloneness

and isolation

prayers and hope for rescue

are the solace for this now


Red Lights

Monday, September 7, 2020

Friday, August 28, 2020

Haiku for summer


tea with a friend
the gray afternoon brightens
with Zoom

last book read
I fill a notebook
with doodles

constant motion
along the avenue—
another page turned

Frameless Sky
Femku
Femku

Wednesday, August 19, 2020

Haibun


       A SATURDAY AFTERNOON      
      
Sitting in the patio I watch a chipmunk explore the potted geraniums then move on, disappearing back into the growth of weeds and trees beyond the bricks. He reappears on the mowed grass, scurrying one way, then another, as if undecided.


                                                            quietly alone–
                                                            bird calls for company
                                                            and a soft breeze
                                                                  tomorrow will sort itself
                                                                   but now, this time is mine

Contemporary Haibun Online

Wednesday, August 12, 2020

Tanka


laughter
coming through open windows
wafting on a breeze
possibilities surface
in this time of waiting

Presence


Sunday, August 2, 2020

Haibun


On Being Wise  

At my age I should know a few things. I do, but not enough to always be wise or to be certain. There are still choices to be made, pros and cons to be weighed, adjustment to and acceptance of whichever choice is made. Life is still a learning process.

                                                     heirloom roses
                                                     bringing back the bush
                                                     one bloom at a time

Cattails

Tuesday, July 14, 2020

Haibun





AT THE BEACH 

The wind picks up. We sit closer, wrap a blanket across our shoulders. Enough hot coffee in the thermos for a half cup each. His hand finds mine. I keep my eyes looking ahead to the horizon where ocean meets sky. Pink, rose, mauve, peach. Mustn't blink or turn away. Mustn't look into his eyes; I'll miss the sunset. I'll miss what we came for. Mustn't…

slow to star shine
sloshing waves bring the tide
and a warning
                                 
Contemporary Haibun Online

Monday, July 6, 2020

Tanka



I was young
hesitant to leave home
until you came
I grew into certainty
and the boldness of love
Tanka Origens

Monday, June 29, 2020


WHERE I GO WHEN STAYING AT HOME               

My deck is my transport. It awaits my boarding, weather permitting. Comfortable seating, in sun or shade, my choice. Snacks or full meals can be provided. Reading material is always provided, as well as pen and paper should I choose to read or write. Should I wish, I may watch the screen before me, the cranberry red Japanese maple trees and dark green, pink flowering bushes behind them, the containers of potted plants with their ochre, white and salmon colored blossoms. This show is accompanied by stereophonic sound. Various bird calls, soughing breezes, rustling leaves, gurgling water from the brook just beyond the trees encircle me, wrapping me in warm, comforting arms, and I am airborne to the destination of my choice.

The blue Aegean and white sands of Naxos, the slopes at Chamonix, a glaring white under the winter sun, the strong odors and raucous calls of vendors in the Grand Suk in Dubai, the plaintive Fado coming from a lone singer in an alley. Visions of memories and new, imaginative ones. I am in control. I am the pilot for this journey.

a summer day
at a yard sale
the years in review

a passing parade
now and then a memory
falls out of step

Heritage Hills Newsletter, July 2020

Tuesday, June 16, 2020

Haibun





A WALK IN THE RAIN      

In spite of the weather forecast we continue as planned. A trek in a nature preserve, outfitted with boots, brimmed hats, slickers, walking sticks. We choose one of several trails.

a misty view
hand in hand we walk
the years 

The birds and insects are silent. Only the squish of our boots and the rain on trees, on the ground, on layers of decaying leaves. The melody changes as the rain subsides and increases.

late night radio
the same love song
with variations

Puddles form in low places and pools collect on large leaves and in a hollowed out tree where woodpeckers have been at work. In some spots, where the growth above us is thick, branches overlap to create a sheltering dry spot. We keep the silence, the mood expressed in our eyes, our smiles, our thoughts.

steady rain
washing away
the day’s debris

 World Haiku Review

Tuesday, June 9, 2020

Haiku for Spring



sleepless hours
learning the language of pines
sigh after sigh


perfumed breezes
shaking loose the moisture 
from peonies



outdoor cafe
no extra charge
for cherry blossoms

Chrysanthemum
Modern haiku
Heron's Nest

Wednesday, May 27, 2020

HAIBUN


NOTHING SACRED  

The Poulnabrone Dolmen, the Portal Tomb.  A six-foot high structure of two slender limestone portal stones supporting a 12 foot flat table-like capstone. High on a hill in The Burren in County Clare, Ireland.  The name means “hole of sorrows.”

Dating back from 4200 BC – 2900 BC, it is the sacred burial tomb of Celtic tribes. Silhouetted against the lowering sun, it is impressive, especially from a distance without tourists snapping pictures and where the restraining ropes are not visible.  They were put up to keep visitors from climbing on the top or chipping away at the pillars. 

I hang back from the group and look again.

six- foot cairn
whistling winds keep company
with the dead
LYNX

Monday, May 18, 2020

Haibun



A CALIFORNIA MEMORY

 A drive up Route 99 (now I-5), a portion of which is known as The Grapevine for its twists and curves. It is early morning in late July. Already hot at 8:00 a.m. The Bug’s water-cooled engine keeps chugging by stalled cars, the same cars which passed us earlier.

windows down
the swoosh of warm air 
muffles our laughter


We stop at Castaic Junction for coffee and donuts, then turn westward toward Santa Paula.  Avocado, walnut and citrus trees in neat rows, blossoms on some, fruit on others.



honey bees
working the orange groves
braceros in straw hats

We continue to climb and reach the crest overlooking the Ojai Valley, named by the Chumash Indians, meaning the Valley of the Moon.  Just before descending we find, tucked in between orange groves, a small Italian market and pizzeria.  We sit in the shade of olive trees and order pizza.  The patrone, an old Italian man from Sicily, upon learning that I am part Sicilian, joins us outside, carrying a bottle of home-made wine hidden in a towel because he has no liquor license.



Down below, in Ojai, the temperature is nearing 100 degrees.  We browse the shops, staying in the shade of the arcaded streets.  Continuing onward and upward, out of Ojai on route 378 to the Los Padres National Forest.  The ground parched and cracked.  Sage and manzanita more abundant.  Chaparral and scrub oak.  Posted in a low spot a sign:  SUBJECT TO FLASH FLOODS.

cerulean blue sky
looking up when we cross
a dried-up stream

We reach Lake-of-the-Woods, a developer’s dream in the 1930s which never materialized.  A man-made lake, never filled, and cottages, never built.  Now, just a sunken dust-blown area where the lake was intended. A small settlement with a few houses scattered here and there in the pines and up dirt roads.

Above Lake-of-the-Woods is the pine and oak studded Mt. Pinos, popular for skiing and hiking.  I gather pinecones to save for holiday decorations, needing to venture only a few steps in either direction to have a full bag.

sticky pine sap
suddenly I have
a green thumb

funneling dust
the fragrance of resin
on my clothes

We return down through Lake-of-the-Woods and eastward through Frazier Park back to highway 99, south down the Grapevine and home to Los Angeles.  

a cool shower
washing down the dust
with gin and tonic
Bottle Rockets

Friday, May 1, 2020

Haibun


THE NEW NORMAL   

The Apocalypse, Armageddon, Dystopia. The stuff of sci-fi and fantasy movies. Drastic scenarios of the imagination. 

Never to happen, never to come even close, never to nip at the fringes. Never say never. Attributed by some to Charles Dickens in Pickwick Papers. 

Never say neverbecause the beast is nibbling now, not the beast of the Black Death that plagued the globe in the mid-1300 hundreds. A smaller beast, not as ravenous, but cunning in its disguise, hiding behind a neighbor, a friend, a loved one. 

During the Black Death those who could left cities. 

social distancing
she and hubby converse
with texting

Streets emptied. Shops closed. Food was in short supply. People prayed for a miracle

for once, quick parking
leaving the market
with an empty cart

 Seven centuries later we wait for our miracle, a vaccine. In the meantime, we use technology and click, click our order; our children continue school; we communicate. All because of technology, a miracle of sorts, considering how people communicated during the Black Death. 

We do have spring slowly making her appearance, although we may not be noticing her. She comes in spurts and sprints, but she comes, stays a while and disappears.  Patience required. Patience in all things.

schedules we keep
each to its own time
emerging plants

morning coffee
fidgeting while waiting
for the pot to fill
Drifting Sands


Haibun

Odysse y            An elusive floating.  I reach out and clasp sunbeams. I move forward,  searching for I know not what, yet, understanding...