bread baking
I soften the butter
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This is a time of joy, of pleasure in anticipation. The lights and sparkle, the fragrances and food. The snow and presents. This is a childhood Christmas.
December is the longest month in my impatient child mind. The days of Advent. Count them off–one, two, three…days of diligently working on the embroidered pillow cases for Aunt Jo, the making of paper chains and snowflakes, of sponge painting plain tissue to use as gift wrap, of helping Mom bake cookies and fruitcake.
There are trips into town to view the decorated windows, visits to toy land and Santa. It doesn't matter that department store Santas are seldom plump and rolly-polly, but often thin and angular. We know they are stand-ins for the real Santa who is busy working in the North Pole. This is a time to accept, to believe and hope, a time to wish, to ignore the news of the dead and dying, of battles won and lost in Europe and in the Pacific, a time to not speak of Uncle Jim fighting somewhere in Italy, a time not to complain about shortages, about Dad working late, about Mom working the swing shift from four to eleven p.m.
evening prayers
I forget and put myself
at the beginning
an ekphrastic haibun inspired by
Bathers in The Forest, by August Renoir
At last! Back again at Totally Nude and Not Afraid Nudist Camp. Two weeks of freedom from the toil of work, the stench of the city, the constraint of clothes. Here in this secluded wooded glen, this tranquil pool, here where birds sing is perfect paradise. Here is where I can breathe.
"Henry! Stop that! You know the rules."
Look at Louise. She's put on some weight since last summer. Well, she's tall enough to carry a few more pounds. Janine and Marta are very close. Hmmmmm…I wonder. That's fine. If they're happy, that's what matters. Live and let live.
"Henry! I mean it. Quit that."
Wonder what young Paul is dreaming about so quiet over there. Girls? Getting rich? Wonder what the school board would think if they knew I was here.
"Miss Richmond, what did you do on your summer vacation?"
I could give them an earful. Those fudd-dudds would have a stroke.
"Henry! Enough! What's that? You say this is a nature camp and we should follow our nature? You should set a good example for the others, for young Paul. Observe the nature around you, think lofty thoughts and write a haiku. You'll feel better in the morning."
cool waters
splashing away
the heat of desire
Failed Haiku
Roots
two roads
reaching the same place
the choice is made
The local historical society hosts a tea in the patio of a grand estate. Seven hundred and twenty acres of land with a main house, three or four smaller houses for family members, various out-buildings, two ponds, gazebo, rose garden, hills, woods, fields stretching as far as the horizon. One family since 1700. Father to son, generation after generation of stability and commitment to a place. I think of the homes I've had. East coast, West coast, Europe. Ten homes, averaging a move every seven or eight years.
trellised roses
an old thorn still lodged
in my thumb
Haibun Today
The day is overcast and cool, a welcome change after four days of sun, sun, sun and high heat. I am back in Los Angeles after twenty years. The plan is to drive west to the Pacific Ocean. We start out at 10:00 a.m. Our route takes us to Hollywood and Highland, the entertainment center for Los Angeles, replacing Hollywood and Vine as the mecca for tourists.
Lines for movies, lines for coffee, lines for trendy shops, lines to cross the street, lines with no beginning or end. Weaving between the lines — people sauntering, hurrying, standing still to pose and gawk. A conglomeration of people. A Bruegel painting waiting to be put on canvas. Glamour and glitz.
Hollywood Boulevard
forward "into the breach"
to shoot a selfie
At La Brea we turn left, down one block, turn right. The Sunset Strip. The place to be at night. Comedy clubs, live music, restaurants, cafes, shops, hotels, apartment buildings, people. Always people, day and night.
We pass Whisky-A-Go-Go. A ghost memory from younger days, dark and sleeping on a Saturday morning.
come do the twist
cringing
at the thought
My eyes keep looking up, above the buildings.
oversized billboards
tinsel town
in your face
What to see, where to go, what to buy. Signs that need no glasses to read. We reach Sierra Drive, leaving Los Angeles and enter Beverly Hills. Manicured and quiet. Mansions behind walls and high shrubbery, with the occasional glimpse of a house or garden. One hundred year old palm trees along the streets. No walkers. No parked cars, except for one. A garishly painted vehicle with a young man standing near it, waving and calling.
movie stars’ homes
get close and personal
with dots on a map
We continue along Sunset through Westwood, Brentwood, Pacific Palisades and reach Highway 1 and what I came to see . . . the Pacific Ocean.
low clouds
slate gray waves
shatter on the beach
surfs up!
Newton’s law proven
with a splash
World Haiku Review
Autumn 2020
warm Spanish nights
melodious and throbbing
with longing
for times calm and serene
when you and I loved
bustling paseos
filled with laughter and fragrance
hand in hand we strolled
free from worries and fear
and future disasters
memories flow
sustaining this aloneness
and isolation
prayers and hope for rescue
are the solace for this now
Red Lights
a brisk autumn walk the muddy blend of colors deepens my mood where are the highlights and bright spots of yesterday? Ribbons:Tanka Cafe